a day .. that hurt agn ..

i tasted my tears last night ..

it not made by sweet or spicy ..

it taste more like sour and bitter ..

why do i cry .. should i ?/

haiz .. mayb im too soft .

not tough enough to face it .

but i hav to no mood to hide it agn .

so i decide to face it ..

i noe .. its hurt ..

haiz ... sleep very unwell ytd night ..
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after a wet pillow ..
there was a rain ..
and i tot in my mind .. deeply ..
why God wan treat me like this ..
1st is suffer my LiFe ..
then .. put rain to sympaty me ..
why some thing like this ..
hurt u 1st .. later on cure u ..
and it will hurt u agn ..
but why u still going on ??..
haiz ...

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today .. go sport day ..

quite boring .. xD ..

but i go .. cox of ...

haiz ... speechless day agn .

dun noe why she treat me so good ..

suspen .. xD ..
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summore ... i also guess+ed . and knew ..
and it not outside my guess range ..
i been hurt agn ... as usual ..
wat should i do ?? ..
can u tell me ??
i juz can sit there ... alone ...
hurting alone ..
no1 care me ...
even i noe .. it will hurt .
but why .. i still go on ...
mayb its true .. mayb i love u ..
mayb gua ..