朋友 ....

朋友 ?   一个疑问….

陷害你的是朋友吗?

伤害你的,是朋友吗?

让你受伤而流泪,又是朋友吗?

讲你的坏话, 插你背后, 是朋友?

宣传你的不好, 而是加了料, 可当朋友吗?

欺骗你, 真的是朋友吗?

对你的好, 不是来之真心 , 而为了利益 , 是朋友?

如果就算… 这些都是朋友…

但我只能说… 是一群不良之友…

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很久没有那个友情的滋味了..

是我忘了, ….. 还是, 从来都没有过..

还记的…我说了…

            “就算你们对我有多不好,
     我依然当你们是我的好友…”

但是,先在…. 也许是变了…

也应该是我没有什么理会… 而让他们更加历了...

只有最终一就…...
                        “你门太过份了”..

=.=''

虽然我知道 , 我是决对不会得到你的任何机会了..
但是我依然 , 会对你很好很好的 ...
就算她对我有几差 , 就算是杀了我吧...
我也不会改变我对她的好的...
*是值得的*应该的*
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psps .. bc very very 烂．．xD ..
futhermore , nid "tnx" a GUYZ ...
if without him .. i also dunnoe how worst i been ..
reli nid "tnx" him ..
mayb he also dun wish to do those thing de , all my friends ..
but .. conclusion : he did ..
But why ?? fun ? joy ? or jealous??
But why .. why God dint punish him ..
Do rule of Karma reli exsist ?? im confused..
He are way too qualify for PUNISHMENT .. pls do so .. my God ..
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now reli tnx de la .. tnx for my best new friend ..
She helped me .. in trouble , in danger , in wander ..
teman me .. when im sad , bored , angry , happy ..
Thanks to her .. Hope she will be a better happier life ..
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and 1 more ..  congratz to Mr. Izzac ...
Hope he will bahagia long long long time .. ^^
* Support u always *
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I dun blame ...

Is my fault ..

My sadness , my emo ..

is my wrong ..

is de unwise de me ..

who cant think clearly ... yet ..

and let myself to be hurt ..

so .. pls dont blame u ...

little words .. from my mind ..

See u so Busy , cant Help ..

see u so Happy , cant Share ..

see u so Angry , cant Tame ..

see u so Excited , cant Tell ..

see u so Sad , cant Cure ..

see u so Secret , cant Know ...

oni thing can be do is ... sit aside ...

and see U ... quitely ...

love U ... secretly ..

a day .. that hurt agn ..

i tasted my tears last night ..

it not made by sweet or spicy ..

it taste more like sour and bitter ..

why do i cry .. should i ?/

haiz .. mayb im too soft .

not tough enough to face it .

but i hav to no mood to hide it agn .

so i decide to face it ..

i noe .. its hurt ..

haiz ... sleep very unwell ytd night ..
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after a wet pillow ..
there was a rain ..
and i tot in my mind .. deeply ..
why God wan treat me like this ..
1st is suffer my LiFe ..
then .. put rain to sympaty me ..
why some thing like this ..
hurt u 1st .. later on cure u ..
and it will hurt u agn ..
but why u still going on ??..
haiz ...

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today .. go sport day ..

quite boring .. xD ..

but i go .. cox of ...

haiz ... speechless day agn .

dun noe why she treat me so good ..

suspen .. xD ..
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summore ... i also guess+ed . and knew ..
and it not outside my guess range ..
i been hurt agn ... as usual ..
wat should i do ?? ..
can u tell me ??
i juz can sit there ... alone ...
hurting alone ..
no1 care me ...
even i noe .. it will hurt .
but why .. i still go on ...
mayb its true .. mayb i love u ..
mayb gua ..

sad sad sad day..

u not oni given me hope and chance ..

u also given me hurt and pain .
im not tough .. enough
im useless ... lembik ..
easy to be hurt ..

or mayb im too sensitive ..

i dun noe .. mayb i put too much heart oni it ..

and its come to wrong way ...

and i said .. i cant be ...

u tot me invisible ..

oni when u nid me .. im there ..

but why do i think that ??

do i too care u ?? ..

arghh .... speechless le ..

feel dissapoint ... feel so bad ..

sad .. Dissapoint ... haiz ..

u hurt me so bad ..

even u dun noe ..

its my wrong ..

indeed ..

im not that prefect ..

giv up is not easy ...

and now .. i still holding it yet. .

i nid some time ...

to cure ...

juz if i cant ..

kill me !! ..

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Problem :

i cant be like him ..

he was very succes ..

but dont noe ..

which is real and not ..

confusing ..

summore ..

my heart is breaking ..

dun noe why ..

..god ..

oni u can help me ..

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today i noe wat is brave ..

nazmi show me ..

its reli pro ..

confident .. ^^

Hope u good luck .. xD

nothing to say ..

same thing ..

even u all treat me bad ..

even u all dint tell me any things ..

even u all hurt me ...

but still ...

u all are my frenz in my mind ...

i've learnt let go ..

juz let u all solve by self..

add me .. mayb more worst ..

so i will juz be a spectator .

juz dun across de line can liao ..

judge it well ..

Hope u all be fine ... my frenz ..

speechless

arghhh ... things can go smooth and fix de ..
why u come out .. arghh
but he still can settle it de ..
end this .. i cant live in unharmony place like this ..
we muz live happily ... last year d leh ...
JyJY ... and 4giv each other ..
I still nid to say sorry .. i cant save each other ..
i talk to them .. they still same .
but i ady decrease de time or de act ..
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so luan ....
my target was oni u ...
u made me angry , many times ..
even i told u not to cross agn ..
and mind ur word ..
but u dont .. u still did it ..
useless even told u , ya? ..
fell very disapoint to u ..
tot u will be de "best "
but ... u juz not yet show de "bad"
but .... i've tot .. and its below .. VVVVV
after few hrs .. and few statement ..
and saw ur some post ... blog ..
and i reliaze .. soon ... then i wrote in mandirin ..
im not good im mandarin ..
but i juz hope u to understand better
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难到我真的错了? …但我也不想的…对不起…你对我那么的好,我竟然还对不起你…我也知错…但也请你你也不要再惹我了…不然…我想我也应该停止吧…我只说的是事实…
im very bad also ... pls forgive me .. my frenz ..
scold me !! ... teach me !! .. tell me my's bad !! .. even hit me!!
let me change .. or avoid it ...
i dun wan to hurt u all ..
but also hope dun hurt from u all ..

twisted Tuesday ...

dun wan blog a ..
juz noe .. today .. after reccess ..
me emo .. cox smtg ...
and i told to myself ..
I failed to act ..
i fail to act anymore ..
and it cause emo ..
...
im sorry again to u ..... i noe u wan to care me ..
but de moment reli .. complicate ..
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Middle ... i wan middle ..
cox i wont belongs to any ..
mayb cox .. me always left behind alone ..
all alone .. by myslef ..
do any1 turn back and look for me ??
do any1 care where i be .. and wat i do ??
Friend ... like that also call ??
but them diff .. he can cox me ..
he can help me ... he willing .. i noe ..
its come from his heart .. truly ..
but i had to betray u .. but why ...
suan bar ... im sorry ..
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Shin ....
I dun noe wats wrong to him ??
juz noe by ...
me dun wan zha u la ..
juz wan say ' the wise is u but .. then .. how ?? "
"are u wise in ur action ?? "
speechless ... got thing juz tell me ..
i wan to settle it ... me reli reli reli very fan liao .

post getting Shorter ..

School day agn ..
tired .. bored ..
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today had happy from friendship .. xD
but .. ning and ding stop tt lu ..
make our fees UP UP .. F3..
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but she hurt me ..
althought given up ..
but i still not .... willing to ..
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