sad post agn ..

I got nothing to say ..
U can make me happy ..
And also make me sad ..
She keep tell me go ..
But i scare ..
I scare of me ..
Im not enough good for her ..
I not layak for her .. Im so sorry ..
Its not me love u then can liao ..
got many isu isu somemore ..
why cant be so prefect ??
Oni love can win all ?? can big all ??
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Now im very BLUR ..
Friendship "kindly" hit me BLIND ..
I couldnt TRUST any1 ...
I made some wrong speech to wrong person ..
I did wrong .. i was de bad ..
Im so BAD .. but i hav no choice ..
i nid to let my mind set free .. so i cant ..
i cant get so close to u all liao .. danger ..
i cant kira so much .. juz mayb some let go ..
or let them win .. haiz .. as long ask they like la ..
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today so sad a ... sad day agn ..
mayb she say is true ... my day always sad ..
but why i laugh at u all , while me at home is emoing ..
cox i dun wan u all to worry .. i wan u all to happy as my smile ..
I cried , i shouted .. all i oni noe .. that why i said ..
u all can oni share my happiness , but not my tear ..
mayb i scare .. i scare if one day , i left .. u all will miss me lot ..
then i keep me alone .. better then hurting u guyz ..
my time line is not more ... but no1 noe ..
they oni noe , my body is weak ..
but they dint noe .. im timeless ...
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today a .. lost rm8 from blackjack ..
giv teacher caught hair .. but me also bo sad ..
cox i noe cikgu loh also dun wan catch and cut de ..
oni that malay teacher aimming me lot ..
haiz .. giv face them lo .. lucky Cikgu loh also not cut so MUCH ..