short useless post

FriendShip ... yet still .. doubting .. guessing ..
unable to trust .. unable to judge ..
failure ... im not good ..
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awww .. hw .. study .. i cant ..
hate ... xD .. so lazy .. so tired ..
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Im Sorry ...
mayb i love u not yet much ..
or mayb we not faith to be tgt ..
but we still can be friend right ??
as u said .. u will giv me chance .. later ..
when i reli love u enough .. and think carefully ..

对不起,我爱你~们

this can use for many ways ..
To my Fellow Friends .. i nid to say im Sorry .. to everything ..
                                     and also .. i still love u all ..
                                      even u all hate me .. bully me .. look down me .. hurt me
                                     but still .. never 4get .. me still treat u as friends ..
                                       nid me ?? tell me .. i will try to help ..
                                     but most de case i cant take is TUDUHAN .. pls avoid ..
                                        and others ... there is a limit .. dont break it ..
                                     or i sware .. it wont be a nice daniel u saw be4 ..
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we hate each other .. cox we knew other de bad
thats mayb a good point .. cox ..
we knew each other more well liao ..
well , me .. i also started to lose my side ..
where im standing .. all also dont wan me ??
even , de speech i told to one ..
 i also blur for de target .. and also point ..
haiz .. im always alone as i said be4 ..
but de point i like from u all is ..
u all got patient .. and sabar ..
u all control urself from argue ..
i learnt that from u all .. thats a good one ..
keep it .. dont argue , as i dun wan to see ..
everything can be solve .... settle it .. pls .. tnx
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To U .. im so sorry .. cox i love u ..
           i dun dare to see u hurt ..
          im not de man u seek ..
        im not good as guyz ..
      but if u giv me a chance to care u ,
    i will appreciate  .. i will treat u well .. if u dont mind .. ^^
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From : Daniel ...

Reply to u ...

i noe .. im not enough to care ..

but i muz tried to get it well ..

i dun care hurt myself ..

but i worry hurt other ..

i will dare to scarify myself to get it better , if can ..

i will sure help them , if they asked .. reasonable

To : LiFe

wicked wed

nothing to blog liao ..
friendship ?? still same .. mayb abit better bit oni ..
love ?? im not that good for it ... im not that lucky to get it .. im NoGood .
study ?? haiz .. cant a .. hw also nid giv teacher punish .. how study ??
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today quite ok de ..
Same .. sienz diao de .. bm and bi ..
siv ok lo .. do little thing oni .. giv ppl kacau .. arghh ..
pm ?? haiz .. think folio then headache .. today so black zai ..
teacher call me go out read .. teacher not statify .. me bo bian .. xD ..
nid find some question for beliau ... xD .. temu ramah .. can i count on u ?? ^^
physic .. lame .. wat a lame .. its not true .. and it wont be .. be4 or future ..
i not that lucky enough .. haiz ... so luan .. electric ??
feel so sorry bo go tt with them ... cox i reli not enough time do scrapbook for ict de ..
and also some hw ... but i got say bb to them la .. xD .. kua look like not happy oni de ?? .. xD ..
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back till home .. bo energy liao .. sleep ..
4pm wake .. game .. find all de URL that i 4get to get .. lucky got history .. ^^..
later oni print la .. haiz .. lazy .. saw till my blog so LONG comment ..
still wandering .. still thinking .. ish ish ...
liow say me dog today .. har ?? u no tell me how dog am i .. then how i noe to change ..
i noe im not perfect .. im not good .. but de true is ... im not evil .. i fit law ..
somemore .. u not same meh ?? go tell ppl im dog ?? har ?? wan influence ppl a ??
wan me help u buy a corner on newspaper har ?? let de whole world noe lo ....
if do i dog , then same as u were .. is that true ?? liow ??

sad day agn ...

From : LiFe

Let it down , let it ..

not ur concern anymore ..

neither friendship or love ..

u are not enough to take part ..

U might hurt other , or urself ..

Dont so care for them if they wan keep screct ..

Share with them , if they wan tell ..

But dont too over get urself in it ..

Help them , if u can ...

Dun hurt they as u could ...

To : Daniel

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Well , congratz to chun ..

He passed de car test ..

U can de .. everything u r pro then everyone ..

Dun angry liao la ... and ivan also .. be happy ..

sry i not able to help u guyz so much ..

cox .. i dun noe how ... so paiseh ..

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Today , chun absent in school ..

quite boring .. bo special thing happend ..

oni and oni more angry for de BM and BI class ..

nothing more ... nothing less .. then my anger ...

Haiz ... i feel so unatural liao , today ..

a line started to draw between me and them ..

gagag .. today liow was sad for that points .. xD ..

Dun sad la .. LiFe will judge u , if u good enough .. xD .. 

i so hate hw ... cant done all .. cant skip punishment .. hate it !!

  

sad post agn ..

I got nothing to say ..
U can make me happy ..
And also make me sad ..
She keep tell me go ..
But i scare ..
I scare of me ..
Im not enough good for her ..
I not layak for her .. Im so sorry ..
Its not me love u then can liao ..
got many isu isu somemore ..
why cant be so prefect ??
Oni love can win all ?? can big all ??
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Now im very BLUR ..
Friendship "kindly" hit me BLIND ..
I couldnt TRUST any1 ...
I made some wrong speech to wrong person ..
I did wrong .. i was de bad ..
Im so BAD .. but i hav no choice ..
i nid to let my mind set free .. so i cant ..
i cant get so close to u all liao .. danger ..
i cant kira so much .. juz mayb some let go ..
or let them win .. haiz .. as long ask they like la ..
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today so sad a ... sad day agn ..
mayb she say is true ... my day always sad ..
but why i laugh at u all , while me at home is emoing ..
cox i dun wan u all to worry .. i wan u all to happy as my smile ..
I cried , i shouted .. all i oni noe .. that why i said ..
u all can oni share my happiness , but not my tear ..
mayb i scare .. i scare if one day , i left .. u all will miss me lot ..
then i keep me alone .. better then hurting u guyz ..
my time line is not more ... but no1 noe ..
they oni noe , my body is weak ..
but they dint noe .. im timeless ...
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today a .. lost rm8 from blackjack ..
giv teacher caught hair .. but me also bo sad ..
cox i noe cikgu loh also dun wan catch and cut de ..
oni that malay teacher aimming me lot ..
haiz .. giv face them lo .. lucky Cikgu loh also not cut so MUCH ..

s i m p l y w r i t e . . i t s d e p e n d s o n u t o r e a d . .

so long no blog liao .. nothing to blog also ..
i saw many blog onward .. is like rifle , shoot here shoot there ..
but de most interesting part is .. de bullet is transparent for some1 ..
but de target will still get damage .. if he knew so ..
So , and to .. i believe that .. among us .. de 1 who 1st use this method ..
was ME in de history .. xD .. any1 earlier than me ??
I still noe .. why i use this ...
cox .. im angry ... unstatify .. then i hav no choice ..
i hav no friend to share .. oni will say out .
Hope others and him/her will knew so ..
But thou .. its was so UNEffective ..
It oni will couse more and more trouble ...
And i would like to say ... SORRY to ALL ..
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These day ... CNY at penang ..
wat i feel is nothing special ..
I was experinced as following :
an incidence that i would never 4get ..
some person that i would like to keep in my mind ..
and how a relative is better than friends ..
and play with my sibling tgt ... LAN game .. xD ..megeratkan hubungan ..
How waste time i been here ..
And also ... i more reliaze a person/friend more detailed ..during these holi.
she was so diff then be4 ... i also dint think she like that good hor ...
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all go tag tag noryn de blog o .. xD .. de present reli meanfull ..
Full support from me o... ^^
Berhati nya dia buat .. bersusah payah .. rajinnya dia ..

Friday ..

today at school .. help decorate thing .. all very unwell leh ..
But still ok la .. they "rakyat" very giv support gao gao ..
Gagags ... get angpau ... with money .. $o$ ...
then period period lo ... till moral .. say many folio thing ..
Bo listen dao .. aiks .. aiks ...
Then b home lu ...
nid rush to penang liao ..
Bring my "personal Bag " .. xD .. very heavy ..
inside got notebook and many many hw la .. xD ..
so late oni reach till penang .. spent abt 6-7 hrs .. =.=''
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gagag .. liow .. u cheated by me agn .. me da suan play play u de .. xD ..
let u more realize .. how shin angry u ..
nvm la .. lets da game continue la .. F3
furthermore .. me wan test how cruel and how selfish i can be .. xD ..
wanna let u hav a good look and remember it .. that .. IM NOT GOOD .. Gagaga ..

today .. my friends .. they go for competition sport .. i was always supporting them .. do they noe ??
at school so bored .. almost all teacher no come or else no teach ..
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today interest is de seminar ... we get free trial .. de technique and formulae is great ..
but .. also got some weakness ... xD ..
then finally .. its all abt cost ... rm260 for 3hari2malam ...
lol ... how our money spend in 3 days .... and how he earn in juz 3 days ..
haiz ... althought got some interest .. but also nid think for de cost ... xD ..
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Today i also upgraded to Google Chrome ...
Its quite good de ... but mayb not guan gua ...
but 1 word required .... *YENG* ..... gagag ...
Haiz ... bo do hw agn liao .. sleep and on9 spent all my time ..
Why happy de time so fast go de ??
Can i decrease sad time and add on happy time ??? pls ...

simple

ytd ... so happy ..
he say he would help me ..
But ... he dind ..
haiz .. nvm la ..
i noe its hard to be ..
tnx anyway ..
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today .. little be high ..
so crasy .. when last few period ..
teacher bo come ...
recces .. bo thing eat .. kelian ...
after that go tt agn ..
so tired ..
we gamble ...
i FAILED ..  i failed to control myself ..
but conclusion .. win 50cents... gagag ..
Tot can skip bus payment de ..
but we take metro .. rm1 .. ish ish ...
b home .. got plenty of time ..
game game .. blog and wrote mini diary .. xD ..
Chinese no at thrus ... wao ...
a chinese wish come true .. gagag ..
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UN statify ..........

BM BI ... i wan change class .... haiz ..

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u p n o r m a l

Something weird ..
Something unik ..
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Today i wake up by 7am .. dad called ..
Aiks ... ytd didnt plan well ..
Mayb no u gals help plan .. xD ..
So luan .. wake up le ..
Still intend to play comp .. gaga .. useless me .
Wai came .. ask him .. we decide to go 2nd period ..
Wait 9 am .. go KTM by dad ...
And request to wait 15mins for next train ..
Till that time ... a long train ... very very very very long ..
While i see it ... de head of de train .. is upnormal .. so unik ..
Suan liao .. cox its stop .. and de direction is same ..
So we all decide to go in ...
Got a strange feel abt that ... abt is long trip train de .. nvm lu ..
Go in ... prefer stand ^^ .. chat chat ... then after mid valley ..
Felt very Strange ... why no stop at any station de ??
Then a guyz ... wanted to go work at midvalley de ..
And he ask us .. xD .. we also dont noe ..
We tot we also die liao .. if it non-stop ..
It will go till KELANTAN .... aiks ..
Lucky till Klsentral .. all Stoped ... all ppl go down ..
I think many ppl also go wrong liao lu ..
then we change ... and wait 15mins ... late liao .. haiz ...
then finnaly reach ... reli late liao .. go up .. paid ..
get in class ... WOW .. so load of ppl a ??? .. xD ..
( why always when me late also many ppl de ?? ) lol ..
nvm lu .. still got * couple* place ma .. gagag .. we sat .. late 15mins nia la ..
quite interesting ... but hard ... many memory ...
after that .. we also take KTM back ...
Aiks .. wait so long no come .. go ask de seller ..
and it say 12.20 got come .. but de board show 12.24 .. haiz ..
then wait till 12.13 .. its come lu .. gagag .. lucky ... then go in lu ..
Lucky still got place ... till klsentral .. many ppl left and in .. we got couple seat agn ..
we chit chat ... we atonish ...we think ... we plan ... after that reached ..
wai play at my house .. and help me cut some hair hair ... xD .. tnx very muchy ..
Night liao ... nid sleep well .. hw not yet do .. bo time ..
if any1 no do hw and scare teacher scold de ..
then still got me ... anykind hw if we same classes .. xD ..
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Survival ... Prey .. Predator ..
same Goal ... live ..
But why some nid to do so ...
They can juz live ..
Why still nid make many many thing ..
Why cant left us or help us ??
Do u sense revenge or anger within us ??
Do u ever see a Prey killed Predator ??
U shld be aware ... we prey .. usually not come by 1...
we are getting and getting tired .. bored .. unhappy ..
Dont over our last limit pls ...
Or i sware .. u might not able to chew any prey ..

A n n o y i n g L e g

Sukan tara ..
My gang bo come ..
Alone agn .. ( Always Alone ) ..
Leg reli pain ...
Morning .. late go wait bus ..
Nid run abt 500m to get bus ... sienz ..
After that .. my leg started to be very pain ..
As i tot .. morning that time .. leg not pain as much ..
So mayb can participate .. then now .. after that run ..
reli pain ..  other than that is pain ..
then i decide to giv teacher letter de ..
but nvm la .. juz join la ..
Leg also getting better ..
1st we go Jump Jauh ..
I no join .. sorry for that 1 point o .. xD ..
Then next ... go for lontar peluru ..
Piece of cake ....
But de ball a bit heavy then i tot ...
after that ... wan run away to skip runing ..
but cant ... forced to ..
make my pants up till my lap ... so K yeng ..
And tambahan pula ... Razak say nid put shirt inside ..
Arghh ... make more look stupid ...
If no put inside disqualify wa ...
nvm lo .. then start run ..
Me at most BEHIND ...
Kena all ppl de MUD .. suan ..
after that .. my leg ... lagi lagi more pain ..
go sit at there ... cant move .. no1 help ..
cant find any1 .. haiz ..
and that moment .. as a positive mind ..
" Lucky got u teman me .... if not reli boring "
that U is de leg PAIN ... if not .. me also dont noe nid to do wat ..
oni can rasa and rasa de painful ..
till end school .. wa so late liao de lar ..
Go SS take bus ... wa .. nid run again for transport ..
then till there tt lo ...
till back that time ... take train ... nid run again .. almost miss ..
leg a leg .. why u so wan to take my attention de ???
Cant u be quite?? ....
End ... Simply one .. scare later long long u all scare ..

d i f f p p l d i f f a t t i d u d e

Once a Thing over used ..

It will be left ..

Oni wait de chance ..

U nid to be used ..

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Once a Thing u Crossed ....

It is Hard to be Calm ..

And it might hurt u ..

U juz nid to becarefull

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A clown ..

Which act ..

Which joke ..

But he will never noe ..

Himself was annoying ..

Without Ethic or Law ..

Without Boarder Lines ..

Without Limit ..

Juz do as he feel to ..

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3 diff friends i had ..

i Juz nid to be use to it ..

Or mayb ..

I can never change them ..

Is that true , that they think me as friend?

They would never choose to help me ..

Me will always be de end option ..

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Guess who act in those 3 character ??

xD ... it might be de time u change ...

Thanks very much if u did ...

If not .. juz act u dont see it be4 ..

Lost title ...

Conclusion for today la ... also can as other title ..

: i started to lost myslef ....
i started to become a characteristic that i hate ...
i tried to realize more abt friendship ...
and true friends ...

and LiFe gone HaRd ... xD

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Friend ....

What is this ??

It is a Game ??

Or a Part of our Life ..

That need to pass through..

Friend got many kind ..

Good Friend , Bad Friend ..

True Friend , Temporary Friend ..

Evil Friend , Joy Friend ..

And many many kind ....

Some others ..

Dont care the term to find Good Friend ..

As we thought well in childhood ..

They just know to Make Friend ..

They influnced by friends ..

They affect Friends ..

But they all are all in Categori of FRIEND !!!

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Today .. i tot im so sellfish person liao ..

But i cant ... i nid to care myself also..

So i STILL deciding to left wai alone take 1hrs ++ train back ALONE...

Tell me .. tell me how to do ..

That can keep my friendship and also study .. xD

Im so suk .. as liow always say ..

I do .. but how ...
Althought he say nvm ...
But i also .. noe .. that answer was not willing de .. Y.Y
So Gratefull when de moment he say nvm .. so touching ..

Many thing cross it ... many useless thing ..

My mind can still affort it ... by now ..

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These few day .... i more and more .. feel like ..

Im not so secrety le ..

Almost many my secret told out ..

But why ..

Do i change to a person that i dont wan to be ..

( apersonthatsacrifyotherthingforitsowngood)

I reli dont like to be a person like that .. but how ....

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*This for you* ..

 ..

Sorry for blaming u ..

I am so sorry..

Dont blame urself anymore pls ..

And pls dont missunderstanding ..

Why u think so ..

Maybe u dont trust me or ..

If u juz wan to make fool of me ..

Then i will say ...

not about this ..

this i reli cant accept ..

Im sorry ..

I juz nid u to noe ..

Im ..

Always Alone ..
*Tag: Some1 i noe ..