Left aside..

I hav been left aside ..
A friends who had been i meet ..
I play with him .. joke with him ..
Share with him .. suffer with him ..
While ... till de Last SURVIVE game ...
Oni 1 left .. and he left me ..
But i had no choice ..
Me was not as well as him at that situation .
I got nothing .. juz a single Soul ..
But he got more ... more than a C4 ..
I cant get wat i wanted ..
Im powerless ..
But he ... he was prefect 90% succes ..
While me juz not more than 1% ...
Why u dont side for me ???? Gods ... Friends ??
Sad .. usually had .. but i dont ..
Juz feel unhappy to had a friends like this ..
Altought i  noe he did helped me ..
But ... haiz ... all also like this to me ..
I got NO true friends by now ...
Is it a HARD thing to find a true friends ??
Do we nid to be good be4 finding it ??
Haiz ... mayb gua .. mayb im not fine yet ...
All oni is can blame on me ..
So now on .. i will juz face wat i get ..
Friends ?!?!? Sometimes i belive oni ..
Do they reli think u are their friends??
Do I treat them as a friends ??
No ... i dont noe ....
I juz now .. im not the prefect man ..

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Added new songs in my playlist ..
But old songs still keeping ..
Any request on kick a song ?? ..