morning is near .. forced to wake ..

My Heart Has Broken .....

Is show a hypothesis that i made ..

The answer on de conclusion was vaild ..
U pushed me high position ..
and yet , now u threw me down down ..
is reli did HURT ..
I Break my Heart .
after things just happened ..

............

Sad , Emo is backing ..

Im back to normal life .

As i know ..

im waked from de dream ..

althought sad ..

but i must continue ..

jiayou , jiayou .

play tough .. and walk throught it ..

u no need to play a act ..

that suffer u ...

just leave me side ..

u no need fullfil me ..

im Not Important to u ..
U are free now ..
Just do what ever u like ..
Dont so care me ..
is not worth ..
just live on , happier ..
without me , destorying ur life..

a post ?? awww .. im stupid

My blur-ish mind ..
My brain had weakened ..
Not much energy and strength to think ..
 * blank * .. * thought *
Is either left it blank ..
or full fill with crasy thought ..
numb look .. toward a point ..
and me .. myself .. also dont know whats im thinking ..
...............
A Dream .. continuing ..
Worry , Scare .. to be wake ..
i know .. 最多的，就不是一场梦．．． is still a dream ..
(So .. enjoy it ...)
but .. im not dare to enjoy ..
de happy joy ....,.... may bring u great sadness after this ..
...........
Today .. is a day .. to remember ...
Feel so strange .. a day with surround by joy ..
but myself .. who feel only de fear .. de sad ...
.......
nid to say sorry to you here .. my "friend"
im reli dunnoe wat to do .. im reli reli noob ..
i noe .. u treated me better .. but .. i juz act cool to u nia ..
Sorry ...
sorry to doubt about u ..
but things reli reli changed very wide ..
is juz like totaly upside-down ..